On the eve of my birthday, I'm thinking a little more about life and death. Mostly life, in case anyone was concerned. But it's hard not to think about how freakin' fast time flies past and how I really don't even understand how "old" I am, but I do know that I'm basically hurtling toward the end of my life much faster than I sense I was before this point.
I've been spending a lot of time recently at a senior living center/nursing facility where my mom works part-time. Growing up, my mom and I regularly used to visit area nursing homes just to visit people. I have no idea what spurred this pasttime; I suspect it had something to do with the fact that it was close to the laundrymat and we needed to kill some time. Who knows. What I do know is that we spent a lot of time there, and I became very comfortable with peeking my head into every room and saying hello to random people, singing songs, playing the piano dancing-- whatever struck my fancy. I also remember that these places reeked of some awful fragrance designed to cover up a lot of other human odors that apparently were less pleasant than the overpowering stench of fabricated "good smell." (I wonder)...
Anyway, this place my mom now works is awesome, and I don't say that cavalierly. I've spent a lot of time visiting these facilities, both as a hobby, as a service project in high school, and because many people in my life have wound up living in these facilities at the end of their lives. This place is 1000% better than any of them, and I honestly love hanging out here. They are so laid back and accepting, and they apparently don't mind that I come here on a regular basis to watch cable TV (mostly Ohio State football games), enjoy the activities (dude, they have a room set up just for Wii Fit and another room that's a giant theater with La-Z-Boys and a huge screen) and now, to do my work when I'm away from home (free wireless Internet access!)
So while some people know where they want to be buried, I'm happy knowing that I just want to retire to this little place in Nerk, Ahia, and I won't worry about what happens after that.
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